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Nerve

by FELIVAND

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1.
Ebb & Flow 03:30
if it was up to you would i reside inside your fantasy
 not reality
 cus i took every word you said as truth guess that was my misunderstanding not factuality
 now i’m pacin’ at a slow speed, i see you on my phone screen 
more than real life, always after 5 
i’m tryna keep my nose clean, i’m worried that it won’t be
like you describe, no disguise i’m caught in ebb and flow
 no matter how hard i try, i never find paradise your iridescent glow, i can only fantasise never a waste of time locked up in my room i turn my back against the moon it makes me think of you do you see it too? 
now my eyes are full of white it keeps me company at night when my mind is blue do you see it too? now i’m pacin’ at a slow speed, i see you on my phone screen more than i’d like, now it’s after 9 
i’m tryna keep my nose clean, i’m worried that it won’t be 
like you describe, no disguise i’m caught in ebb and flow
 no matter how hard i try, i never find paradise your iridescent glow, i can only fantasise never a waste of time 0-100 i am outnumbered feeling cold blooded 
i don’t know what love is i’m caught in ebb and flow
 no matter how hard i try, i never find paradise your iridescent glow, i can only fantasise never a waste of time
2.
Gone 04:32
sometimes i just need to be at home
 but if you leave me for too long i’ll turn to stone 
just wanna switch it off and go somewhere remote
 because lately i’ve been changing and i like us a lot better when i’m gone it’s time to understand
 that i’m not your helping hand 
i feel like you cant say
 that you grieve every time that i’m away (i’m good when i’m gone, good when i’m gone) (i’m good when i’m gone, good when i’m gone) each day i’ve got energy i cannot shake
 each day i keep my needs first, tryna keep my head straight i’ll see you on the flip side i won’t be long 
cus this music’s got me moving 
think i like me a lot better when i’m gone it’s time to understand 
i’m not your helping hand 
i feel like you cant say 
that you grieve every time i’m away (i’m good when i’m gone, good when i’m gone) (i’m good when i’m gone, good when i’m gone)
3.
i know your muses they confuse you but trust me they feel pain at no gain i know you like pushing boundaries sink a drink by the hour we used to be so tame now your time has come it’s a red-handed case it’s over now that you’re on the run don’t look over your shoulder you don’t have to remember the time in midsummer sun you were sayin’ you wanna recover but your actions aren’t lining up every time i see you feel like i gotta re-meet you personality got misconstrued you don’t tell me what you’ve been through its toxicity you lean to what happened to the person I knew? now you’re out of luck it’s a red-handed case it’s over now that you’re on the run don’t look over your shoulder you don’t have to remember the time in midsummer sun you were sayin’ you wanna recover but your actions aren’t lining up things don’t ever seem to go the way that i think they do, I didn’t have a clue you’re on another level, not sure where I draw the line got your head unscrewed, oh i’ve been there too now you’re sitting here smug without a souvenir and i know things will be starting to plateau you don’t think of consequence the wrong type of confidence you’re hurting your friends you don’t have to remember the time in midsummer sun you were sayin’ you wanna recover but your actions aren’t lining up x 2 you don’t have to remember the time in midsummer sun you were sayin’ you wanna recover but your actions don’t line up
4.
The Game 03:09
Have you ever lied to get what you want? have you ever died but your heart won’t stop? You, you won’t let me in you won’t let me in
 you won’t let me in Maybe if you put your phone down and wait maybe then you’d notice the things i say since you put your heart on the line for me you think you’d take it more seriously You said you tried it tried it tried it,
 I guess you didn’t like it like it, like it, like it somethin’ about the game 
the kiss and the chase 
that’s making this so hard to say 
don’t wanna repay your dues You, you won’t let me in
 you won’t let me in (you won’t let) you won’t let me in i’ll go i don’t wanna feel no guilt around it 
i’m just tryna get this figured out
5.
Trajectory 03:38
it’s been a while since i’ve been down i’m not used to this town 
i wanna hit the ground running 
i’m not sure what you mean to me ever since last new year’s eve your energy is loud and cunning we got an epidemic back so show me where your ethics at i didn’t ask about your victories take me off your trajectory (baby!) 
i don’t know what you wanna see me for ‘cus sentiment is not something you force so i’ll thank you for your time and then i’ll go and i don’t wanna feel no guilt around it
 i’m just tryna get this figured out
 so i’ll thank you for your time and then i’ll go my friend of six years said got your head clear but the only difference i see is now you got more money so you dress better, jet setter, guilty pleasure
 can you tell me what makes your heart beat
 did you still wanna make it down to NYC? or is that old news i wouldn’t know, I guess the same goes can you tell me what you came here for 
there’s nothin’ left here to restore I didn’t ask about your victories take me off your trajectory (baby!)
 i don’t know what you wanna see me for ‘cus sentiment is not something you force so i’ll thank you for your time and then i’ll go i don’t wanna feel no guilt around it
i’m just tryna get this figured out i don’t hear what you’re saying you’re not making a statement i know (i’ll thank you for your time and then i’ll go)
 our destination’s aimless our conversation’s shameless you know 
(i’ll thank you for your time and then i’ll go) (baby!)
 i don’t know what you wanna see me for ‘cus sentiment is not something you force so i’ll thank you for your time and then
6.
L/D 01:34
i’m so sick of shining 
i don’t wanna find me
 you like what i’m supplying i’m living but i’m dying the knots that i’ve been tying come loose and i’m rewinding there’s no point describing i’m living but i’m dying

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released October 16, 2020

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FELIVAND Brisbane, Australia

24-year old FELIVAND is a vocalist, producer and songwriter from Meanjin/Brisbane, Australia. Burying shadowy, sombre depths beneath woozy and wistful bedroom-pop exteriors, her sound is a vulnerable and textural branch of down-tempo Alternative Indie Pop with strong influence from contemporary R&B. ... more

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